Friends Forever?

i was just talking to Eunice on MSN last night and there she was, one of the rare moments where she was emo-ing lol.

she was thinking of relationships that was forged during school days, and whether it was for true friendship or for convenience sake.

well, this comes to make me realise again, that friends are never forever. i will never believe that friends are forever, ever since that fateful day when i was twelve, no, eleven actually.

i truely believe that it takes two hands to clap and no matter how hard one party tries, if the other party does not respond to it, then the former person cant really do anything about it.

whats worse is that what used to be so seemingly strong (like we see each other every day), slowly fades away as time passes, just because we went our different ways and are too busy to even meet up for a simple dinner.

whatever happened to the ‘we will meet up every month’ pact? somehow, it just disappears together with the friendship we once had. it would be naive of me to really believe that ‘we will meet up every month’, but it is plain excuses if we cant even meet up once a year. is it that difficult to sustain a friendship? as much as i really want to, it tires me, especially when the other party doesnt bother.

to my poly friends, i hope such things will not happen to us in the future, but then i think this will be inevitable. i wont blame you if youre that hard to meet up, i would just think that it’s such a pity. and if youre really going overseas, i definitely cant blame you, since we will be on a different land.

this is not a post with underlying meanings that is meant for any particular person. in fact, as long as youre reading it, im sure this will apply to you, whether youre my friend or not, whether how close you are to me, because every person does have someone whom he/she does not want to lose contact with.