Make it Two

is it retarded to feel left out when im with my friends? everyone of them are in pairs. make that a girl-boy pair. ive always thought that things and people come in pairs. to make things worse, the said pairs here are the girl-boy type. im starting to avoid going out with them because i dont want to feel left out. occasionally, they may come and ‘disturb’ me, but yeah, they’d return to their partner at the end of the day. anyway, just so you know, none of these pairs are couples, period. there’re two potential pairs though.

as i mentioned earlier, ive always believed that people/things come in pairs. this explains why i had problems even with my secondary school clique which has 5 of us in it. being secondary school kids, we had childish quarrels and arguments. things were quite bad that we needed to have a talk. all 5 of us. we sat down and each of us took turns to pour out everything. we started throwing out stuff that we were unhappy about, whether it’s about the group or individually.

dont judge me! pfft.

i scored a miserable 61/100 for my design proposal. i told you (myself) that im not creative. the lecturer probably thought there was nothing innovative about my proposal. mehhhhh. the highest in class was 88/100. when i check out their ideas, i’d be like ‘why didnt i think of that?!’ gotta burn and drink my notes for CEM. oh wait, the notes and books are hardly any worth drinking. exams questions would be more of applications of theory learnt in class. gawd.

on the brighter note, i score 24/30 for my 2nd econs test. that’s a 5-mark improvement from the first test hehe. i need to get 37/50 for my exam alone to score an overall Distinction for the module. any tuition teacher available here?

i think im going to mug at the library everyday for the whole of next week. im hoping to get at least a Distinction for one of the modules – im taking four – so yeah. im not even aiming for a High Distinction!!