recently, ive been spending alot of money. my dad’s money, to be specific. i feel bad. very bad. im turning 21 next year and i still have to depend on him for my monthly allowance. monthly allowance, i can scrimp, but i cant do that when it comes to paying school fees, driving lessons and school books. too expensive. i dont even have 500 in my bank account right now. yep.
i told myself to pay back the money, at least for the driving lessons.
sometimes, i wish my dad wasnt that old, at least he doesnt need to still pay for my education fees even after he’s retired. if he was still working, the burden wouldn’t be that heavy, because income is still coming in. but right now, in reality, income is not coming in, and he has to depend on his savings + retirement pension.
if i had some kind of talent, you know, if anything, be it designing, writing, acting, or whatsoever, i could make my life and my parents’ lives a little bit easier. i probably wouldnt need to depend on them to give me my monthly allowance.
but i guess reality bites.
